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Jul. 18th, 2006 | 03:49 pm
mood: pissed off pissed off
music: None

There are seriously times during the day when I wish I had my computer in front of me. Times when I feel really creative and feel like updating my LJ. Unfortunately, when I have the computer in front of me I don't feel at all creative. I don't feel very good these days. i don't know if I am going through a major depression or what but I have no desire to do anything. I know I am struggling spiritually with some things but I wouldn't dare speak what those things are because I have a certain level of accountability and I know anyone who is in ministry understands what I am saying. If you don't get what I am saying then don't worry about it.

I thought this whole MySpace thing was going to be cool but so far it sucks voraciously. Why have a MySpace site? I haven't gotten a single person to say anything to me. I guess, perhaps, I don't understand what it's about. Do you have to just know a lot of people or something? I thought I was going to meet some new folks but apparently not.

I wrote my sister a letter today. I don't know why. I just felt compelled. I wanted to write Daniel's sister a letter but sad as this might sound, I am really not jazzed on the idea that she might come back around and join in the family again. I am just as good as Daniel's mom's daughter and I don't need to contend with the real daughter. It's probably a selfish attitude to have but it's my heart.

It's almost 10:30 pm and Daniel is still at work. How suck. I am ready for bed and will probably be asleep by the time he gets home since I have been up since 7am. Do you see how this sucks? That's the word for this day: SUCK.

Comments {2}

From: tucefell
Date: Apr. 9th, 2011 08:14 pm (UTC)

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From: sandryhyh
Date: Nov. 1st, 2011 08:21 am (UTC)

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